The following is guest blog from a guy I’ve been working with to help him unleash his inner kinky side.
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The mind is a powerful thing, our sense of being and reality filtered through our own perception. In the last few weeks my very understanding of who I am and how I see the world has transformed. You may be skeptical, but hear me out.
Before we explore where I am today, we first need to understand who I was before.
A straight married man with a business and busy life. Slightly overweight, but still muscular and in shape. Happy, but with deep unfullied fetishes and desires. After years of failed online Femdom interactions and attempts at hypno training, I felt like that side of me would be buried for the rest of my life.
But...
As I type this I now feel very differently. Master Bryan has begun the process of molding my mind, freeing me from the self-doubt and fear that kept my kinky side caged, hidden from the surface. He has unlocked my inner rubber slave, I now crave to crawl into my rubber skin and be his object. He has taken control of my dick, making it limp and making my obedience as my only source of pleasure. I have overcome any fears I held of being a total fucktoy to a Master, my mouth and ass now hungry for his use. When I zip my rubber suit closed, the person I knew vanishes and my new altergo takes the wheel. Mindless. Obedient. Blank. I need my Masters voice to allow me to think, feel and act.
How have I changed so much you may be asking?
Well, step one was listening to my Masters induction files. Getting used to a male voice worried me, but Master Bryan has a calm, soothing voice that led me to feel comfortable and open. While I got used to his voice and style, my Master was working hard on a personal file just for me. The first time I lisented to it I felt something inside me change forever. My Masters keen perception allowed him to build triggers and commands around the desires I had. It meant a powerful and bespoke file that cut deeply into my subconscious.
I am eating healthy and working out, making my body as my Master desires. I will soon be visiting a sex shop to find toys for my ass, I want to be ready for my Master and trained for his use. I also want to work on my gag reflex, to ensure my Master can use me as he pleases. I try and listen to my file as often as possible and love the feeling after I wake.
What are the next steps? Well once Master feels I'm ready, I hope to get a Stage 2 file to take me deeper under his control. Longterm, I hope to serve Master in person soon. As his control grows, I fantisize about serving him at home and him deciding to keep my under his control 247. Locked in rubber and with headphones keeping me in trance.
My future is exciting and I can't wait to surrender more.
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